Here I am listening to my music with this massive headache. I would and should take some tylenol but I won't because I don't want to.

You probably think i'm crazy for listening to music when I have a headache but right now I don't care about noise. I can tollerate it.

Here's a poem I wrote last night, It kinda fits the mood.

If I Died Today

If I died today,

What would my friends think?

Would I get to tell or say

How much I love them?

If I died today,

Would my enemies feel guilt?

Do I have any favors to pay,

Or any dates to go on?

If I died today,

Would I have any last requests?

Or anything to think or say

To the world?

If I died today,

Would I be in someones loving arms?

Or on my death bed I would lay,

Without a single soul around?

If I died today,

Would there be any tears in my eyes?

Today would be my last living day,

If I died today.

© Crystal Irish

Yeah I wrote that. Pretty depressing huh? Well that's me for ya. I'm always a depressing mess. He he.

The soft moonlight lights up his face and makes his eyes look like they are dancing...

~Crystal~