Visions of dreams dance through my mind as I lay still in my bed, away from reality.

My alarm clock goes off. I climb out of my bed and make my way across my room to shut it off. I sleepily get my school clothes together and get dressed. I go into the bathroom and brush my teeth and hair and put on my make-up. It's just a habit I guess...

I walk downstairs after gathering all my stuff and can't wait to get to school for once. Even though I know that as soon as I get there, I would want to go home.

School was alright for the first day...I knew stacey (my friend) wasn't going to be there because she transferred to Oxbow. I walk down the hallway into the school and the first person I see and recognize is Lou. I say hi to him and he goes,

"I thought you were expelled"

I give him a weird look, and say "On my first suspention? that happened last year? Where on earth did you hear a thing like that?"

Then Louella comes up to me (Lou's sister) and gives me a hug. So many familiar faces, but yet so many strange one's also...must be the new freshmans. It feels weird to be a sophmore but at the same time, It feels good.

I knew that atleast one or two of my classes were gonna be a little challenge to me and One of them is, American Studies Honor. I have to admit I'm not genius or anything but I like a little challenge every now and then. My other class that I have to do work in is Algebra 1...I've already done it before so it's gonna be a breeze, as long as I pay attention. (Yeah right) I also have Drivers Ed and if I fail that then something has to be wrong with me! I already have my permit but the coarse is required to get your lisense. So, I signed up for it. My other class was supposed to be Biology...but teachers left and new ones came so there was a little mix up in the schedule..so now i'm taking Typing.

So when I finally got to my class and was all straightened out...My damn computer wouldn't turn on...so I have to wait till the teacher fixes it for me. I get to sit next to Josh though so I don't mind. I didn't know he was in that class till I got in there. Lol. I don't know why I'm even bothering though seems how I'm only going to be here for a few weeks.

Homework, on the first day of school. It makes me wish I was either in elementary or out of high school! He he. I get to read lots of books for American Studies Honors...Even a couple I have already read before.

I had a massive headache at the end of the day. I couldn't concentrate on anything until it was gone.

I went to see my gram. She's doing ok. I talked to my Cousin Josh (Not the same Josh!) when I got there and he got his permit. So watch out! No, j/k. I haven't seen him drive yet so I can't judge.

Sunday, I'm hopefully going to the movies with Liz and Josh (the one that's not my cousin) Lol! This is even confusing me so sorry if it confuses you.

I'm hoping to finish my Book as soon as I can so I can get it published while I'm still young. Lol. I've been laughing a lot and I don't know why. I guess I'm in a good mood.

These two little kids came up to me and Josh today when we were sitting outside the school and wouldn't leave us alone! They were throwing rocks and dirt and grass at us. So we went inside.

It seems like I have Typed an awful lot on here but I really haven't...Atleast I don't think I have. We might have finally found a place. I don't want to leave, I could stay with my uncle but then I would be a built-in-babysitter and I don't need that when I'm trying to survive school. Besides, I'm kinda looking forward to going to a different school and meeting new people. There are some pretty damn interesting people out there. And I'm one of them!

The nights are growing colder, I don't know if it's the weather change or just lonely me. Probably both.

October 10th is coming up. I'll be SWEET SIXTEEN! YEAH! He he. I want to have a party but I don't know if I'll be able to. I'll have to ask mom. Or ship my parents out of town for the weekend...just kidding I wouldn't do that. Innocent little me.

I have a keychain that says "I'm not as innocent as I look." Just thought you might wanted to know. I think it fits me perfectly...I mean, uhhh...horribly.

I have all my homework done and it's before 10:00 PM. That's Amazing for me. lol. Well talk to you laters.

~Crystal~