Fuzzy warm on the inside, Freezing cold on the outside.

It starts getting darker sooner now. I'm not sure if it's the weather or just me. Looking up at the sky I close my eyes and fall to the ground laying there letting the shock or the ground connecting to my body wave through me like nothing I have ever felt before. I feel paralized...unable to move for days. My eyes stay closed leaving me in the dark.

I wake up crying...

I wonder why I keep having these dark dreams that scare me so much that I can't even move or stir myself during them. I want to wake up but at the same time I don't want the dream to ever end.

I quietly get up and go downstairs to get a drink and calm down a bit. I go back upstairs and climb back up into bed stairing at my white bumpy ceiling with the glow-in-the-dark stars and planets. Slowly I drift back into bed.

I wake up to the sun drifting through my window and my alarm going off. I climb out of bed and don't remember a dream or anything from the night. I get dressed, and brush my hair while gathering my school books and putting my shoes on. I'm not sure why I even bother anymore.

At school I end up trailing off leaving everyone else there and thinking about everything that comes into my mind.

"Crystal please give me the answer to number 14...Crystal? Crystal!"

And SNAP, I am back to reality but not without an odd look from everyone else and an angry teacher glaring at me for not paying attention. But it's not long before i'm gone again...

Going...going...drifting...going...going...gone.

~Crystal~