I knew something was gonna happen I just made myself think it wouldn't. But it did. Now I'm crushed. This is the one time I wish more than anything that I was wrong. And guess what, I'm right. Yeah I know I'm just rambling on about something that you don't even know what I'm talking about. So I'll just get on to what I'm doing this week.

I'm going to the fair with Josh...Well might be, on thursday. Tomarrow my dad is coming home from "Up North" with my older sister and her daughter. With the news about a job and possible house we might have. Meanwhile, I've been packing up all my things in boxes and bags and been thinking about how much worse my life could get. Then it got worse. but now moving seems like a possitive kind of thing. I just don't know anymore. GRR..Life stinks.

I'll just get to the point...turns out my Romeo isn't the person I thought he was. I've known him for 5 years and he turns around after saying I love you and everything and...I just can't say it.

Well I have to go write more of my book so hopefully I'll have it done in one to two years.

~Crystal~