Shivers go up my spine. I just stand there and smile. Thoughts race through my mind. I just stand there and smile.

Is this really love or is it more complicated? Does HE really love me or is this just a game?

No! HE does love me or he wouldn't be doing this. There is no such thing as a game in love.

Or is there? When will I find out? Sooner..or later.

The glare in HIS eyes have changed. I stare back and my smile begin to fade. It looks like and evil glare. Slowely HE brings his hands up my shirt and block me from moving anywhere.

I don't care! I let HIM carress my body because it feels so good but the question still races through my mind...

Is this really love? Or is it a game?

I want to stop HIM but I can't bring myself to. I just care about this feeling that I have and ignore the silent "NO's" in the back of my mind.

HE'S gone...left me...moved on.

I cry and realize that it wasn't my mind speaking, telling me the "NO'S". It was my heart. And I should have listened. Because after HE got what HE wanted. HE left. It was just a game. And now my heart is broken...broken in peices.

~Crystal~