I've know now for a long time that I'm going to be a writer. I also know that many many people either doubt me or try to stop me. Well If anyone does try to stop me I just want to let them know to get there own life and to stay out of mine. Not saying anyone does but just in case I come over someone who hates me and wants to make my life miserable thinking that if they destroy my wants they will destroy me. Well I don't have any wants. So don't bother.

I've felt a lot of mixed emotions lately. Between overwhelmed, confused, happy, angry. Not at anyone but at myself. I have done so much wrong I don't see why everyone thinks I'm an angel or anything. Well not everyone. Although I must admit I never admit it myself when I'm wrong...nobody asks so why should I?

So many questions...not enough answers

Yup that's my life for ya. One of the reasons why people might doubt my writing ability is because I'm getting a 62 in English. But that's not the reason why you should doubt me. Sure I'm failing english but everything I write in there is not how I feel. It doesn't come from my heart...I can't expand with it in any way of form but what I'm restricted to do. That's no fun. I want to be a writer with all my heart...that and a pencil is the only tools I'll need.

You're probably asking yourself why I can just sit here at my computer typing away insulting people I don't even know and asuming what they are thinking as they read what I am writing...good question. When you find out, please tell me.

Lifes time continues to tick on and on and on with each fresh breathe of everyday.

Sorry If I at all offended anyone but I'm speaking my mind.

~Crystal~