My cute, little, stupid kitty is laying here on my lap half asleep. She looks so innocent, but don't let that fool you. It's all in the eyes.

Eyes...hmmm interesting. You ever look into the eyes of someone and feel that feeling like something is going to go wrong? Then not only one thing but everything does, but it doesn't involve them in anyway. Pretty weird if you ask me.

Everything goes wrong in my life no matter whose eyes I look into. It's probably my own, I stare into them everyday. When I'm putting make-up on to hide them, when I'm crying and trying to cover up the readness around them. When I put on my glasses and see their reflection shine through them into the mirror.

I have one of those blank stares. You can never tell what I'm thinking unless there is something physically there like tears or a smile on my face. Usually my mouth is straight and I probably look like I'm mad even when I'm not.

Oh well I'll just keep hiding behind my untelling eyes and fake smile of mine. It's all anyone seems to care about me anyways.

~Crystal~