I'm afraid to live
I'm afraid to die
I'm afraid to smile
I'm afraid to cry
I can't help
I can't dream
I can't think
I can't scream
I need to love
I need to wait
I need to shove
I need to hate
Is this the end
Is this the start
Is this the breaking
Of my broken heart
If I close my eyes
Will it disappear
Or will it play
Pictures in my ears
I don't know
I don't share
I don't have
I don't care
Is this my life
Is this his hate
Is it too early
Is it too late
I have no answers
Only questions do I bare
Puzzles go unsolved
As I grip the intense fear
So will I live
Or will I die
Will you save me
Or will my tears run dry.

Crystal