I fall
I hurt
I yell
And watch as it all come tumbling down
There is nothing I can say
Nothing I can do
The tingle in my fingers
Is the proof of that
The throbbing in my head
Just makes it worse
Red shot eyes
Are sorrounding my home
And you are no where near
But I can feel you
Inside
Paniching
Telling me to get out
Fearing my life will be gone
I listen
And run
Run...
Until my blood runs cold
My breathing stops
And my heart lies motionless
But I ran
I tried
I failed
Now my only home
Is this dark damp hell
It's so cold
So Lonely
I feel so trapped
And I wait
For the day
I see you go to heaven
Where you will be pain free
Happy...
Like I am here watching you
Happy that I know you
Unable to give it up for anything
With each tear
Each sigh
My love grows stronger
And it refuses to die
Maybe it's because I'm stubborn
Or maybe it's my heart
It could be both
But all that matters
Is that I love you
And I always will
No matter where I go
Where I am
We are one heart
One soul...
A whole.

Crystal