November 16, 2003


I close my eyes
I let it pass by
I release my sighs
I let myself die.


Oh please, don't let me fall.
Pick me up and carry me in gloom
Take me to that place down the hall.
To that place I call my room.
Lay me down into my bed
Kiss my forehead oh so gently.
Slide your hand over my head
Just please, don't leave me.


I let myself lose
I forgot all of you
I make another bruise
I believe you'll die too.


Come with me, just take my hand.
And let me guide you to my heart.
It's my turn to lead you calmly,
Down that hall that tore us apart.
Don't say a word, not a single one.
I'll do all the talking tonight.
Just help me bring you home, ok,
And everything will be alright.


I give up to easily
I betrayed you once, amen
I let you hurt me
Over and over again and again.


I just want to get away from you.
I want to let go of your hand.
I know nothing you've said is true,
And I want to run as far as I can.
There you are, holding me back.
It's impossible to get away now.
You have everything I lack,
But I have to get away somehow.


I want to cry
I know you won't come anymore
I know I'll die
I knew it since you closed my door.


I don't hear your soft voice
I can only hear my own,
Looks like you've made your choice
Now I am left here alone.
I guess I am the one to blame,
I'm the one who told you to leave,
Nothing will ever be the same,
There is no reason to believe.

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