What have I done now?
To deserve such treatment
You walked away from me
Spitting on my shoe
Cursing my name to the ground.

Why do you mock me so?
What is this game you play?
Don't forget what I gave up
To make you happy,
And to make you want to live.

I catch you when you fall
You watch me drown...
I open your eyes and help you
See what you are missing
You gouge my eyes out.

Why do I bother trying to fix
Our relationship as if
The scars will just heal
Slowly vanish from sight
But then you start another fight.

When will you grow up little boy
And realize what life is?
How long does it take to know
What you think true love is?
Believe in love and trust.

Trust? You ask me why trust?
If you cannot trust the one you love
How can you trust that it's love?
Are you sure you're doing right
And not harming someones heart.

Lust and trust are so close
Brothers like God and the Devil
One is deceiting, the other welcomes
You cannont trust lust
And you cannot mix lust with trust.

Are you listening to these words?
Not only with your ears
But with you heart you must.
This is no game, little boy
It decides your future, and fate.

So do you trust me?
Or do you not?
Can you look into my eyes
And tell me you love me
And that I have your trust.

I don't know if I dare
To even give you chance little man.
All you care about the sex
The stuff that makes you feel good.
All you care about is you.

You care about how you want kids
You don't want me to leave
You don't want to lose me
You you you you you you
That's all I hear about is you.

It's not that I don't care about you
It's that it's never an us
Unless it's sex or involves money.
I'm only supposed to care about
Your future and your feelings.

None of that for me exsists.
Why? Why is that? Little boy?
Because I'm a woman?
Welcome to 2004
The times have changed...

And it's time for us to too.