February 16, 2005

Fuck you!
No, no FUCK YOU!
You think I give a shit anymore?
I don't care if you walk out that door.
I'm used to you running out on me.
Maybe this time, I'll finally be free.
I can't bare this pain you put me through.
Just leave, get out of my site, we are through.

Shut up!
Yes I'm telling you to shut up!
Just shut the fuck up won't you?
You never listen to me, you know it's true.
Look at what you're putting me through.
It's because of all the stupid shit you do.
No I won't take you back into my arms.
You can't impress me with your sickening charms.

GET THE FUCK OUT!
You're not welcome here so get OUT!
I don't want to talk about it.
I am fed up with all your fucking shit.
Don't forget to close the door when you leave.
Lock it and then throw away the stupid key.
Just leave me alone so I can cry and die in peace.
Don't send me through guilt again please.

Forget about me.
Just leave and forget about me.
You should be used to forgetting.
You're heart doesn't need protecting.
You never gave it to me in the first place.
You hate me, I know that's the case.
I know you blame me for the rape.
But I know there was no way to escape.
And yet you blame me anyway.
So just leave me alone and go your own way.

I said we are over.
Get the fuck out cause we are over.
I can't stand the shit you do to me.
Open your blind eyes and try to see,
The hell you cause me to believe.
My heart is useless for you to retrieve.
It hides from your cruel hands you see,
So from now on you won't be able to strangle me.

So just leave me here to die in peace.
Leave and let me cry in peace.
I won't make anymore excuses for you.
I'm sick of having to lie to you.
I'm sick of you having to fight with me.
And I'm sick of your need for sexuality.
Just let me be...
Please let me be...
Me.

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