March 01, 2005

I'm so scared of this anger you show.
I'm so scared that I think I'll just go.
You grit your teeth and get real mean.
You're face turns red as you start to scream.
You scream so loud I can't hear what you say.
You scream "Now BITCH you'll have to pay!"
Your pounding fist start beating my raw flesh.
Then I'm marked with older bruises and fresh.
My body is a tangled mess that hurts so much.
It even hurts when I only feel your tender touch.
I'm broken but I can't leave this unhappy family.
Ever since you unleashed what I couldn't see.
The fury and rage buried deep inside your heart.
It was so strong, I could see it tearing you apart.
Now it's tearing apart this life we never had.
I didn't have the chance to smile, just be sad.
Someday you'll stop taking your anger out on me.
Someday you'll see what you've done to me.
Until that day I'll lay here broken on the floor.
I will always be your bitch, your ho, your whore.

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