March 02, 2005

I sit here and wait.
I sit here and wait..
I sit here...and wait...
I wait for you to call me,
I long to hear your voice...
Your voice that will remind me,
Of my regretful choice...

I sleep and dream of you.
I sleep and dream of you..
I sleep...and dream of you...
I dream of you and me and wait,
I wonder how long your love will take.
I wonder if I've made a mistake...
Did I make the biggest mistake,
In my whole life, that I could make?

I'm still waiting for your call,
Waiting for that phone ring...
To hear your voice on the other end.
And to hear you say you love me.
And then I'll say I love you too.
I'm waiting to hear the tone in your voice.
The tone that tells me the truth.
The one that says you really hate me.
And that you're in love with someone new.
Oh is it true...oh is it true...

Please stop playing games with me,
And I'll stop playing them with you.
It hurts so much to play tug-of-war,
And know that in the end I'll lose.
It hurts so much...too much.
It's why I turned to the booze.
It's why I took comfort in others,
That's why you thought I was untrue.

I can't believe you thought low of me,
You thought I would cheat on thee,
You thought I didn't respect you,
And all of your dumbass rules.
But then I realized the truth.
You just needed a reason for you,
To break my heart in a trillion pieces.
Perhaps that's what I'm waiting on too.
So then I will be able to rest in peace...
Or in pieces.

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