I weep these tears I tried to keep
Bottled up inside my empty heart.
I keep these secrets I knew I'd weep
Until everything just fell apart.
I saw the pain in my own dying eyes
Waiting and wanting to be known.
I saw through all the foolish lies
That I never wanted to be shown.
I wonder why I hide my fears
From all the people of the world.
I wonder as I drink my tears
And pretend I'm just a little girl.
I sing a song that others don't dare
A song that will always be death.
I sleep and wonder why I care
If I breath my last breathe.
I dream of a life I cannot lead
Wonder where everyone has gone.
I wonder what it's like to bleed
And to know where I belong.
I piece together the pieces of me
Throwing away all of the ache.
I wonder who I'm supposed to be
Maybe then my heart won't break.
I take this last wish to the end
Of the earth and all the men.
And I think about you my friend
What we were like now and then.
I tremble with your sweet kiss
Shaking in my own soul and mind.
Because you never know what you miss
And what you will always find.
Left behind...