March 05, 2005

I talk to myself
I walk all by myself
I cry all alone
I wish I could just go home.

I sleep in a distant fantasy
I try to find the real me
I hate everything you've become
I wish I could just go home.

Sometimes I wish I could just die
Sometimes I wish these tears I cry
Would stop running down my pale face
I would have hope to find my place.

I wonder when my time will come
To find out where I am from
And then perhaps I will taste
The freedom I earned in haste.

Rescue me from my own cruel scars
Take me father than the stars
Kiss me with your tender soul
Kiss me now, and make me whole.

I love the way you smile
Let me just look at you for a while
Let me hold you to know I'm alive
Tell me how our love will survive.

Please don't leave me
Please keep me company
I love the pleasure in your eyes
The look and feel of your thighs.

I want to sleep with you
I want to feel you
Hold me in your strong arms of steel
Numbing me so I don't know what to feel.

I don't want to be alone anymore
Don't want to be locked behind that door
Free me now and don't let me go
Don't let me fall down below.

I will give you everything
Anything and everything
That you will ever dream of
I will share with you my love.

No don't leave again please
Don't lock me here with those keys
You said you would let me free
I will be good don't you believe me?

Yes I will listen to you I swear
I will wear what you want me to wear
I will do what you want me to do
Don't leave me alone without you.

I will love you with my all
I will come whenever you call
Just don't lock me away again
I will never be the same again.

I swear I will go insane
I swear I will scream your name
I'm begging you please don't leave
Come back, please, I can't breathe.

I can't breathe...
I can't..
I.

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