March 25, 2005

I need to regain my creativity
I need to bleed from responsibility
I don't crave the taste of you again
I will not let our hearts mend

I want to sleep in silence as once before
Before you came knocking at my door
Before you showed me how to love
And what my dreams were really made of

I cannot change the past for now
I don't know why or even how
I let you come into my dreams
And show you all my fantasies

I question all the authority
You think you really have over me
I ponder these chains you hold
I scream as all your secrets unfold

Please don't hurt me anymore please
Don't you see me begging on my knees
Stop the hate, the hurt, the pain
Don't drive me completely insane

You had a chance to love me true
But you blew it, it sucks to be you
So leave me alone forever and ever
I will never be with you, no never

You can blackmail me all you want
You can get a new girl to flaunt
You won't spark an interest from me
Nothing is worse than your misery

You've worn out your welcome today
You must leave, you must go away
I will not take the beatings again
I have already crumbled and fallen

You know where the door is so get out
I don't care what your excuse is about
I just want to go back to sleep
So that never again I can weep.

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