Fuck this life I live
I try to try to give
Everything you ever want
But it's never what you really want.

Screw trying to please you whore
You're not worth trying for
Give me a break I can only do
So much for someone like you.

It's never enough, now is it?
You really don't give a shit
You treat me like the dirt
On a smelly old wrinkled shirt.

Why do I even bother trying to please
Just a useless worthless tease
Take your stuff get out just go
I don't need you you dirty ho.

This life is not worth the pain
When you have nothing left to gain
When you have destroy it all
And I have to take another fall.

I fall right to my ass again
Should I get back up my friend
Should I just rot in this hell hole
Is that your only fucking goal?

I don't like this life we live
No one will bend nore give
Should I go on or should I stay
Maybe you will love me again someday.

I hightly doubt this thought of mine
You will never follow time
The time it takes for us to love
And so I'll just fall from above.

I'm high on love on hate and dreams
I love to hear it when you scream
I'm on my knees once again
Please oh please help me up and in.

I beg of you my god of my light
Don't give up on this loves fight
Don't run away from me now
We will make it through somehow.

I know I've already told you to leave
But can't you see I was in grieve
Sure you take me seriously
And you turn and walk away from me.

You have already gone far away
And you can't hear me when I say
Fly to the heavens and stars inside
Don't even think of how I've died.

At least you're free to wander around
I'm stuck here in this dark ground
This cold forsaken piece of dirt
And I will never know what I'm worth...