As I slip into my slumber
I begin to then wonder
How much longer until I'm under...
With all this lighting,
Amongst the thunder
My world becomes a blunder
It certainly makes me wonder
If it's worth all the fighting.

My dreams are not real
I don't remember how they feel
They disappear without a trace
Like the tears upon my face
You will never see me cry
Why? Well...I don't know why.
It's a weakness I refuse to show
Something you don't need to know.

Don't forget these words I say.
You might need to use them someday.
Like the many others who have used me...
Perhaps you will use them to set me free.
The ones before you it's true
Have used my words to turn me blue.
They wished to prove a point you see...
That the fuck up truely was me.

I do not fear for you to make
Me fall so hard that I will break
Into a million pieces of light
That will dwindle in the darkness so bright.
You hold me up but not too high
Because you know I cannot fly
Holding me close with all your might
And keeping me always within your sight.

I thank you for being a friend
For carrying me through into the end
I shall be there to carry you
When your burdens seem too much to.
I love you. Yes...I do.